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Suay suay pok. at 11:23 PM

I'm alone. in 3F.
So sad...
Don't you all 3H people start laughing in my face like what ying hui did today. Don't you dare, I'll ignore you forever.
Ahh this sucks. Why must I always be alone de...

Come dhs also alone, now go new class also alone. D:
Whyyyyyy....

I'm so scared I'll make the wrong decision next year and screw my life like I did last year and this year. just when I found friends I was comfortable with they're all not near me at all. D:

This sucks to the core...

Wanzhen you must pei wo hor!!

Ahhh~~

I'll talk about something else.

I went orchard today. My mom and I went far east. Sua gu me didn't know far east got so many nice clothes lol. I'm prepared to go buy some clothes there for new year and my grandma b'dae next year LOL.

I have no mood to laugh now. LOL is inappropraite.

I wanna say f word cos I'm so mad. ARGH.

WHY AM I ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


Listen to my heartbeat. at 8:44 PM

Ahh addicted to the song Heartbeat by 2pm :D It's super super nice! I think the dance really portrays the song well, got the beng kiu feeling! Ahh it's nice, I like~~ Everyone go listen to it!

Today was hui bao day. When I was practising my song at home it sounded fine, the yin se was not bad lah. Then when I went to school to prac, actually not bad, but then when I played for XYZ then I screwed. -.- Hehe. I was really scared that I'll screw on stage lah! So prac a bit then go audi liao.

Well...I guess it was not bad? Thank you year 1s for jia you-ing me muahaha. And jia xin for massaging me cos I was rather nervous and yuhua for encouraging me :D And shin yi who said jia you to me and mildred for smiling and smiling for I dunno what reason and wang lao shi for practicing with me! :D I think my yin se need improve a lot...and my yin zhun!!

Anyway zhu ying yao hong sounded okay. Haha...I didn't hear a lot of it cos I was out, but I think overall should be okay bah. Then was yue ye. Wah wenjing and jiamin keep giving me shock looks cos our gong fa screwed and jiamin played wrongly or something? Ahh then I looked back with the why-are-you-looking-at-me-and-looking-so-shocked look. Haha...anyway yue ye was rather screwed? Hehe...gong fa ahhh! Lol zong yi's sudden appearance and very funny behaviour on stage was classic.

I think guan yue was really really good :D Wahh they're all very pro! Song shan and beverly and dorothea's solos were all awesome. Ding lao shi was as usual, cute + funny haha.

Not bad. I don't think I'll be that nervous anymore for future hui bao's :D


MY NEW FOUND ENGLISH NAME!! at 4:04 PM

I decided to give myself an english name, after long hours of searching with my partner Kai Ning who had already found her english name :D

Okayokay we only searched for a few minutes -.-

Anyway...my english name is...*drumroll*...

KARA! :D

Yay I love it!

According to some website KARA means DEAR ONE. Haha suits me so well :D
Kn's name is TARA haha. Yay our names rhyme! LOL.

Please try your best to call me KARA now! Haha...but I'll forget too LOL. Ahh so happy with my english name lol. And call kaining TARA :D

KARA♥TARA
TARA♥KARA



Songs! :D at 6:54 PM

Ahh so addicted to this song~~

Fly like a bird - Mariah Carey

Somehow I know that
There's a place up above
With no more hurt and struggling
Free of all atrocities and suffering
Because I feel the unconditional love
From one who cares enough for me
To erase all my burdens
And let me be free to

[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of you by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray you'll come and carry me home

Can we recover
Will the world ever be
A place of peace and harmony
With no war and with no brutality
If we loved each other
We would find victory
But in this harsh reality
Sometimes I'm so despondant
That I feel the need to

[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need You now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home

Keep your head to the sky
With God's love you'll survive

Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side

Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me home
Higher Jesus
Carry me higher Lord

Even though I'm not a christian, but the song I just nice. It's...pretty motivational and inspirational, and I can relate to some parts of the lyrics very well.

[edit]

Yay just went out for dinner and back! Sis and I shopped for nail polish!
I know chunyen and kaining are going to laugh or maybe not cos I've been going on and on about nail polish. HEH.

New skin :D at 9:09 PM

Yay I got a new skin! I think it looks nice haha. But I think it will gives a very sian feeling too -.-

Ah well. I got a playlist too! ;D Fly like a bird is super duper nice! and the last track Somewhere beyond the sea is beautiful too ;D

Jia you orientation comm! And to all SCs: Have fun at Chiang Mai! Miss me :D


Dedication to everyone! :D at 9:56 PM

Ahh I took so long before I finally found some time to do this.
Dedication to everyone in 2Bellanca!

Bridget
Hey, thanks for the note you gave me, I'll reply you soon (: And thank you for being such a great friend too! For all the lame and crazy and mugging times! Thank you for always encouraging me when I don't do well for exams or if something crops up. Thanks for being a great confidant and listener too. I'm sorry for not being a good friend as well. I hope, and know, that you'll do well in future too! See you in SC! Let's keep in contact always yeah? So Jia you la~~
P.S Jia you for orientation! :D

Gu Chun
Ni hao ah :D Thank you for zi-highing in GAP class with me about Pao Mo Zhi Xia or just talking about random things! I love the picture you drew in my sketch book muahaha. Yay you're in XYZ so still can keep in contact! We're going to have so much fun in XYZ together! Must work hard as a batch and bond!! :D

Gladys
Thanks for being such a great member in Qun Kou and HSSRP! Thanks for contributing many ideas and laughing at the most random things which lightens up our mood! And...thank you for helping us write our proposal with wonderful and cheem english.

Yi Peng
Hey yo! Thanks for being a great table mate last year! For sharing sweets and food muahaha. Thanks for being a great V.Chairperson. FYI you're super cool in volley ball!

Joylynn
Thanks for helping us make the delicious bread pudding for LSP! :D If you didn't take the initiative we probably couldn't have completed the task. The pudding was really nice, I'll make it during the hols! Thanks for being a great secretary too!

Hui Qi
I love your "heck care" attitude which sometimes reminds me that yeah, I have to stop caring too much about things. Hehe. Thanks for sharing so many anime songs with me last year and going crazy over POT haha. Hope you'll do well in future.

Germain
Thank you for being a great table mate this year, and I'm sorry I probably wasn't a very nice table mate hehe. Thanks for being so nice and friendly to me (esp during the exam period), and letting me hide in your shadow during flag raising! I wish you all the best!

Kai Ning
Ni hao! :D Firstly, thank you for accepting me as a friend despite the many things...and for being so nice and warm to me unconditionally. (: Thank you for brightening up my life and for letting me tell you everything that I've kept bottled up for like more than a year! Thanks for being a great confidant and listener too. :D I really enjoy the times spent at your house slacking, or chiong-ing FL!P or Kang-ing. Thank you for showing me that I've been a really bad friend to a lot of people...and letting me know that I should treasure my friends no matter what ): Thank you for inspiring me to be a nicer, kinder, and happier person! Thank you for giving me loads of mature advice too! I'm really gonna miss your company in class, the recessess and what not. I've definitely become a happier person after knowing you! I really hope you'll be able to find your motivation to work hard next year and do well! Hope you get good karma too!

Zoe
I'm gonna miss the scene of you sleeping in class, but still being imba and scoring so well for exams! You're really good at geog, and thank you for motivating me to study and do well for geog too!

Zhi yi
I'm also gonna miss your big wide grin and smile, and loud laughter in class every morning! Thanks for being a great friend last year, and I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend ): Hope you'll keep that big wide grin and smile with you forever ya!

Si Ying
Hi! Firstly, I'm sorry too for being a real bad friend and nasty person. Hope you'll forgive me (: Thank you for telling me that grades and mugging is not everything to life. I still remember last year when I got A for geog I was sad (yeah crap me), you told me that the difference between an A and A+ is only that + sign, so thank you for what you said, I'll always remember it!

Yi Rong
I don't know if you remember but last year after CO stuff you would go home with me? Haha, just thank you for accompanying me home, cos that point of time I didn't really know anyone in CO. This probably doesn't mean anything to other people, but it meant a lot to me at that time. So thank you for bringing a smile to my life! I really hope you'll do well in future! See you more in CO!

Rowena
Hey thanks for the note! You're a great member in Qun Kou! Thanks for motivating me to work hard for Qun Kou and letting me know that I should treasure that chance! You've been such a wonderful friend, being so warm and friendly to me all the time. You also inspired me that despite all the grades and stuff, interest and passion is more important! Hope you'll do well in future and thank you for being a great friend.

Samantha
I'm sorry I didn't get to know you well enough or anything, and I didn't care enough for you as a classmate. Anyway, I think you're like super pro in LA? Haha...hope you'll do well and get into a great class next year!

Reena
Heys! Thanks for being a cute friend, making loads of jokes and laughing a lot. Jia you and don't be too depressed about grades and all that yeah? Life's more than just that.

Stephenie
I love...your way of talking, there's just something about it which makes it very funny haha. Thanks for motivating me to stop slacking and study harder for EOYs!

Daryl
Thanks for showing me that really, grades, all the mugging, is important but there's more to school life than just mugging like siao. I hope you'll do well in future!

Ying Hui
NI HAO AH YING HUI CAPTAIN!!!!! Haha...thank you for being so warm and nice to me really! Sometimes when I'm just sitting alone in class and stuff, you'll come up and talk to me and tell me some random stuff -.- Haha...I'M NOT GOING TO MISS YOU SINCE I'M GOING TO SEE MORE OF YOU IN XYZ. :D I bet everyone in XYZ will see your true colours underneath that short and young looking girl...muahaha. Jia you in erhu ya? We'll work hard together as a batch! See you at CO practices this hols!

Chun Yen
Hello snail! Well...same as Kai Ning, thank you for accepting me as a friend unconditionally that time. Thank you for your lame-ness and all, which really brightened up my school life! Thank you for making me so much happier! Also, thank you for letting me QING TU XIN SHI to you, for being a great listener. I'm going to miss your craziness, your lameness, your blurness in class, you sitting beside me in class, you and yong tau foo, you competing with me and kn to see who got to the lift first, you dancing to your dancing song at kn's house, and you going crazy on the trampoline! Thank you for putting so much effort for YES, and even though IVP presentation was a total flop, YES was one of the greatest things that happened to me this year and I've brought back so many wonderful memories from it! Jia you in future ya? I hope you'll do really really well!

Vanessa
Thanks for being so spontaneous and letting us use your house for MM! I guess we made a huge mess there huh. Hehe. You go pon queen! :D

Hui Yi
Hello! Thanks for being the such a cheerful and happy person all the time, laughing at the most random things, and giving the most random comments we all find hard to reply to! :D Thank you for motivating me to work hard as part of being a student, and not for grades or anything haha. Omg I keep talking bout this grade thing. haha okay err...you have fabulous art skills and I hope you'll continue to improve and excel in art!

Melanie
I'm going to miss your loud sneeze! and your loud laughter! and your...cute jokes in class! See you in SC!

Wei Lee
Hey weilee! Thanks for being a good friend, making loads of jokes, slapping everyone you can see, being so egoistic, and for showing me that sometimes it isn't that hard to be very very nice and friendly to even a stranger. Hope you'll do well in future!

Chester
I think everyone will miss your jokes so much! Thank you for making me laugh so much during mugging sessions at MP library, and for letting me know that I should not get distracted while studying. And thank you for pointing out that I was studying the wrong thing for history hehe.

Hai Pok
Hello hai pok! Thanks for always being very kind and letting me play table tennis after I plead and plead for a long time haha. See you in CO! Jia you with Suo Na ya? You're a great player :D

Bryan
Hey yo! Thanks for always helping me in class when I don't understand and stuff. Thanks for being a great science practical partner as well! I'm going to miss the jokes, the "what-is-mr-tan-talking-about" moments, you constantly saying "tell me why!", you being scared of the bunsen burner flame -.-, for being so nice all the time to help me and yirong take the equipemtn, and for enlightening me by pointing out that my magnetic field lines are in the wrong direction. hehe. I hope you'll recover fully fast!

Jonathan
Thanks for being a great partner in science practical too! For being very man to take the equipment despite my lame excuses. Thanks for all the jokes in science practical and yeah, copying my worksheets hurh! Lol...anyway I hope you'll do well in future! Jia you okay?

Fanghua
You're really the ultimate mugger at MP library! Thanks for motivating to mug hard too haha! Thanks for being ultimate pro and man when flagging for the cab! All the best in future!

Jing Yu
Hey! Thanks for constantly smiling at random people in class? What's your reason for smiling randomly ah? Lol...thanks for accompanying me to the bus stop sometimes and letting me know your secret unintentionally, or maybe it was intentional. Haha...don't worry I'll keep it secret muahaha. Jia you in EDS, I hope you'll unleash your true potential and wow everyone next time! :D

Eugene
Hey eugene! Thank you for helping the class open the cupboards and revealing the mess to Mrs Kang? Thank you for showing me the chances and what probability of getting into what class and stuff? Very pro manz. haha...don't dao me next year okay?

Arthur
Ni hao arthur. Gonna miss your lame jokes in class so much! You're super heavy...and the activites at the leadership training workshop really tortured all of us huh? Haha...thanks for always helping me out in class when I'm in doubt, and for your unique way of answering my questions...either in that rap style or some crap style lol. See you more in SC! Jia you for everything in future! :D

Gerome
Heys Geromyyy! Thanks for being a great table mate! :D And thanks for not treating me like a "girl" too. Thank you for being a wonderful mugger mate and for going on "slash dates" with me when our results are not good, haha jkjk. Thank you for playing table tennis with me, and playing it the noob way, then you would suddenly use your jue zhao and kill me -.- Yeah thanks. Haha...and thank you for always helping me when I have questions in class and explaining it patiently! Thank you for being a great member in qun kou too! Yay letting me play suo na that day, I've found a new passion for suo na muahaha. I'm going to learn it some day! So pei fu you with a lot of qi and energy to play suo na haha. Anyway I wish you all the best and see you in CO! :D

Hanlin
yo! thanks for all the jokes during table tennis sessions, really going to miss that! And thanks for asking me to buy you chips hurh. Haha. :D I hope you'll do well in everything in future! :D

Yi Xuan
Thanks for helping the class with all the AV stuff! I wish you still owe me that 10 drinks, let's have a rematch!!!!

Seng Joe
Hello! Thanks for the lame jokes in class and for drawing so well during GAP! :D Hope you do well in future!

YAYYAY. Finally finished it phew! Sorry I guess this is a little late since it's end of school le...but I wonder who actually reads my blog to even find out I've written this... hehe..

Anyway, I really love 2Bellanca and all 2Bellancans! :D I really hope we won't dao each other next year...just cos we're in different classes or didn't know each other very well. Please don't okay? even if it's just a wave...



Ouch at 12:10 AM

Trying to rush Mrs Kang retirement gift...I need a break manz..

My head hurts like hell. It's been hurting since like...4pm this afternoon, and now I'm staying up...it's 12 now... arrrrr

Wah it really hurts...it's hurting from the back...and it's like pam pam pam and the back. ouch ouch ouch....

I feel like puking...

I asked for help no one came...

i feel like i...am dying...

I can't breathe properly...

i'm not exxagerrating..

i don't know how to spell exxagerrating lah.

omg.

okok i go rush it out now.